celine bisette , who uses this pseudonym whenever she is discussing her career , insists she is neither ` damaged ' nor ` deranged ' - that , in fact , she rather enjoys being a prostitute , and it 's only the social stigma surrounding her career choice that leaves her feeling unhappy .
` i am embarrassed to be a sex worker , even though i like my job , she 's not a ` hyper-sexual nympho ' , and she is n't uneducated .
` i could n't bring myself to do porn , and i knew was n't talented enough to be a stripper , ' she explained that